cheers: to the first entry and not the last

this is the first entry that hopefully in the weeks to come will be buried in the many pages of this blogger. but who knows. there's no guarantee, sorry blogspot. i always manage to lose track of the days and more importantly what i should be documenting in my life. i wish i could just like write down everything that happens so that one day when i think back and can't remember, i can turn to this. hopefully that will happen.

summerrrrr oh how you are so wet and rainy! why can't it be sunny and warm for a change? i think the world is behind two months. this is april weather. you know, april showers bring may flowers? so will next month bloom and bear green plants and pink blossoms? and then when does summer come? i say october, when it's supposed to be chilly for halloween. my mom says that the chinese calendar has two mays and supposedly we're in the second may right now. so next month.. june? all too confusing for me, i'd rather stick with my theory ;]

father's day. this year june 21st. it was okay. didn't eat out for dinner with my family for a while so in that sense i guess it was refreshing. the food.. not so much. olive garden will not be my first choice next time. but i'm glad i got to write all the things i've been meaning to say to my dad in his card. it seems like there's so many barriers and walls between my parents and me-- a wall high enough to keep my thoughts on one side while my parents stand on the other. but occasions like father's day or mother's day and their birthdays give me that one opportunity to write down and actually tell them what i feel. it's nice. i just wish that wasn't my only alternative.

alright, i think i'm gonna take a break from all this typing. my wrists have been killing me. maybe it's my awkward position on my fav place. not so smart. till i blog again, toodaloo!